There are a lot of people who call my name. But there is only one person who make it sound so special and it's still you, SF. 

Partikel - Dee

Engkaulah keheningan yang hadir sebelum segala suara
Engkaulah lengan tempatku berpulang
Bunyimu adalah senyapmu
Tarianmu adalah gemingmu
Pada bisumu, bermuara semua jawaban
Dalam hadirmu, keabadian sayup mengecup saput batinku meluruh
Tatapmu sekilas dan sungguh
Bersama engkau, aku hanya kepala tanpa rencana
Telanjang tanpa kata – kata
Cuma kini
Tinggal sunyi

Dan, waktu perlahan mati

a boyfriend doesn't mean something important in your life you can forget it for a while when you have much spirit to get your dream comes true. 

-someone who filed with her dreams because a boy.

in the end only yourself who can make you spirited to your expectations nobody can spirited you, only you. yourself.